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“When he does something that they don’t like, I get blamed,” the TLC star, 44, said during Sunday’sSister Wives: One on Oneepisode.

“Maybe I’m an easy target,” she told host Sukanya Krishnan. “Because I have a tendency to just take it. And just not get jerky about it. I don’t fight it’s not my nature to fight. I have to really, really get tough within myself to fight. I’m just absolutely more heart.”

The Brown family has been in turmoil since Christine and Kodyannounced their splitin November 2021, after more than 25 years of marriage.

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Just a week after Meri confirmed the end of their decades-long marriage, the 51-year-oldbed and breakfast ownershared a cryptic Instagram post witha familiar photoin which a book half covering her face and the text overlay: “There’s so much more to the story…”

“Not all is always as it seems,” she wrote. “Often, we accept a version of a story as truth because it fits the narrative we’ve created, or what we want to believe. It’s not always about what you’re looking at but also where you’re looking from. Everyone has their own experiences and their own truths.”

Meri ended the caption: “Remember, no matter how flat the pancake is, it always has two sides.”

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Still, she said, “I kept thinking we were working through stuff.”

Kody, however, has long since lost any illusions about reconciling with Christine, even to the point that he now questions Christine’s motives — anddoubts she’ll have luck finding lovein the future.

“Breaking up a marriage when you’re not in love, I get it. But to assuage her guilt, she has blamed me for everything, including to her children andJanelle’s kids,” he continues. “And as a result, combinedwith COVID issues, those relationships have been pulled away from me,including — and this is the one that I don’t understand — Janelle.”

He repeated, “I get it. She needs to do that so she can find another man who will trust her. Because if she leaves a good man, most guys are gonna go, ‘This is risky.'”

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Sister Wivesairs Sundays at 10 p.m. ET on TLC.

source: people.com