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Rachel Zoeknew the orange dress, folded on a hanger, was the one.
It was 20 years ago exactly, days before the Oscars and Zoe — the stylist known at that time mostly for her work atYMmagazine, ad campaigns forTommy Hilfiger,and her work withBritney Spears,Jessica Simpson, and the Backstreet Boys — was going to style an A-list actress for the Academy Awards for the first time.
“It was the biggest thing I had ever done,” Zoe remembers. “I had been working withJennifer Garnerfor a few months. She was shooting her showAliasthen. Her schedule was so insane! I would go to her trailer wherever she was shooting. And whatever time of night she had off, 30 minutes or an hour, that’s when we would fit her.”
Zoe showed her the orange dress. A vintage Valentino from the house’s archives. Garner was skeptical.
“‘No, no, no. I don’t do one-shoulder,’” she says Garner told her. “‘It doesn’t look good on me.’” Plus, it was orange, albeit a coral orange. “Itwasthe most unlikely color," Zoe acknowledges, “the most unlikely sort of style where she’s like, ‘I don’t, I don’t do this.’ And it was also like, ‘I don’t do big jewelry.’ She didn’t even have her ears pierced at the time, and I had these majorFred Leightonearrings.” Zoe laughs. “It was all these, ‘I don’t do’s.’”
“Okay, well, can we just try it?” Zoe pleaded. But, she admits, “I was nervous.”
This was 2004, the height of what Zoe terms, “theFashion Policeera,” referring to theJoan Rivers-hosted celebrity-style critiquing show that debuted on E! in 2002. “Like, people crucifying everyone for looking a certain way. I don’t miss that pettiness. It made me crawl out of my skin. says, Garner became “obsessed with it.” And, as it turns out, everyone was obsessed with it. Even the Fashion Police.“Jen and I still talk about this moment to this day,” Zoe says. remembering Garner’s “swan like” pose on the red carpet at the Kodak Theatre. “That was when we fell in love.” The two became close friends.
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This red carpet season, the woman known for her love of vintage, major jewelry, and dramatic cuts, all swirled together with seemingly little effort into a result best described as SoCal soigné, is feeling a little nostalgic. Zoe retired from celebrity styling a decade ago, stepping away from the sequined world that made her nearly as big a celebrity as her clientsCameron Diaz,Kate Hudson,Anne Hathaway,Jennifer Lawrence, andEva Mendes. She wanted to concentrate on both motherhood and her brand. (She has two sons with husband Rodger Berman and serves as co-CEO of Rachel Zoe, Inc.,CURATEUR,Rachel Zoe Collection, and Chairwoman of Rachel Zoe Ventures. The third season of her podcast,Climbing in Heels,is out in April.)
Her former world, filled with fittings with Hollywood stars and fits from fashion assistants and lots of capital-FFashion!,was chronicled on her 2008-2013 reality showThe Rachel Zoe Project,which also encapsulated a look, a time, and, well,vibefrom the mid-aughts. That very vibe nearly consumed its creator.
“I became accidentally famous,” Zoe says, And, for a time,infamous.
Zoe in 2008, while filming ‘The Rachel Zoe Project’.Kurt Iswarienko/NBCU Photo Bank/NBCUniversal via Getty
Kurt Iswarienko/NBCU Photo Bank/NBCUniversal via Getty
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First it was questions. “How did you create this look? Why did you create this look? Oh my God, Nicole’s wearing a calf tan like yours,” Zoe says. She says they were “soul sisters” back then. Then came the Zoe-bot stuff. And then, worse.
“But what they didn’t realize is at the same time, I was doing Salma Hayek, Jennifer Garner, Cameron Diaz, Kate Hudson, Keira Knightley, none who look anything like me, or have style like me.”
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And then there were the rumors. I ask her what was the craziest thing she heard about herself back then.
“Oh my God, that I was, like, adrug dealer,” she says. “That I was dealing, like, horse pills or something. And the funniest thing about that, in hindsight I laugh about it because I can, but in the time, oh my God, did it crush my whole being. And the truth is, and if you asked anybody in the world, who knows me from any part of my life, from age two to now, they would tell you I’m probably the straightest person they know.” Zoe says her wildest night involves “maybe” two glasses of wine. “I’m too much of a control person, I’m too in my head, to do drugs.”
Another rumor: “She starves her clients.” she recalls. Over the years, some said her clients appeared to, at times, slim down. “But what the irony was at the time, many of my other clients who I was working with, were not a size zero. Some of them were pregnant, some of them much different sizes and shapes. And they would come into my studio and be like, ‘Do the tabloids know that you feed everybody before they leave?’”
Zoe and her husband Rodger Berman.Stefanie Keenan/Getty
Being the subject of speculation, the lenses of the cameras turned on her, literally brought Zoe to her knees in 2007. “I sat on my floor and cried. My husband said, ‘These people have never met you. There are people writing things about you that have literally never even said hello to you. You cannot fall victim to this, because the people that do know you know this is the most ridiculous thing they’ve ever heard.” You know? And I was like, “I know, but why isn’t that helping me?” You know? Like, and so it was a very crazy time.”
So, eventually, she leveraged the fame — and even harnessed the infamy. In 2007, she wrote her first book, the New York Times bestsellingStyle, A to Zoe. In 2008,The Rachel Zoe Project premiered on Bravo. She started a newsletter,The Zoe Reportin 2009.
The cast of ‘The Rachel Zoe Project’ in 2009: Assistant Taylor Jacobson, Zoe’s husband Rodger Berman, Zoe, and assistant Brad Goreski.Andrew Durham/NBCU Photo Bank/NBCUniversal via Getty
Andrew Durham/NBCU Photo Bank/NBCUniversal via Getty
The show ran for five seasons and had elements of Elsa, but, as her friend and Bravo executiveAndy Cohentold her, ““Real simple, Rach, people just want to see you styling.”
“Am I not boring?” Zoe asked him. The answer was “no.” Zoe says Cohen is one of her “mentors.”
“At the time people were scared of doing television,” she says. So the reality show became Zoe’s version of reality: celeb clients, the fizzy drama of getting the right dress for the right event for the right A-list star, Zoe’s very solid marriage (she and Berman met in college, when they both studied at George Washington University), and her series of assistants: Taylor Jacobsen,Brad Goreski,andJeremiah Brent. Of the three, Zoe only remains in contact with Brent. “I am sure you know my thoughts,” is all she offers when her former employees come up.
Zoe became a prolific inventor of catchphrases. Surely you remember: “I die.” “You look bananas.” “Witch vibe.” “Hero dress.” “You are shutting it down.”
She says she’s asked constantly, whether it’s when she’s on vacation or appearing on a podcast, if she would bring back the show. “And yet, at the same time, the only thing I could say is that the very accidental horror, of terrible, dramatic assistants and stuff, that would never occur in my life now. If that’s what people want, then no, I can’t.”
“I haven’t watched my show since it ended.”
Jennifer Lawrence in Christian Dior Haute Couture at the 2013 Academy Awards. Lawrence won the Best Actress Oscar that night. “And fell so beautifully up the steps,” Zoe remembers.Jason Merritt/Getty
Jason Merritt/Getty
I met Zoe at a party in Dallas in 2011, at the home of an executive at Neiman Marcus. We all ended up having to shelter in place as a series of tornados touched down all over the city.
You may not remember, I tell her. But we met many years ago.
“Oh my god. You don’t think I would remember that?” she says. “Are you kidding me? I had just had my first child and hadn’t left him. He was like, six or eight weeks old. I think I had only been to Texas maybe once in my life with like, Britney Spears and the Backstreet Boys.”
“I was having a full panic attack that I was going to die in a tornado.”
Working in fashion was all Zoe ever wanted to do. She remembers getting her first job, as an assistant atYMwhen she was 22. She was making $75 a day, three days a week.
She quickly encountered the cliched fashion archetypes. “But there was so much pettiness, and so much nastiness. I just was not that girl. I was not that girl. I was never a mean girl.” But shewasa risk taker.
Zoe with her children Skyler Morrison Berman and Kaius Jagger Berman.Gilbert Flores/Variety via Getty
Gilbert Flores/Variety via Getty
A little over a decade later, she took another chance. Zoe retired — from styling. “I had had my second son, and I had launched many businesses at that time.” Her worlds, which she had long tried to keep separate, were colliding and she was splitting. “I think because styling is so who I am — and still to this day is who I am, and it’s how I breathe, and it’s how I think, and it’s at the root of everything I do — I had to step away. I’m so emotionally attached to it.”
She concentrated on motherhood, growing her businesses — “I always have trouble explaining what I do to anyone who doesn’t know me,” she says, deciding “entrepreneur” is best— and launching a podcast. In 2021, she briefly came out of retirement to work withDylan Pennat the Cannes Film Festival.
“I did it because Sean asked me to and I love Dylan. We had such incredible time doing it. I loved every fricking second of it.” She admits that it stirred something in her.
Zoe styled Dylan Penn for the Cannes Film Festival in 2021.Getty
It’s been 10 years since retirement, 20 years since the orange dress. “I am having that light in my soul again," Zoe says. She’s getting excited. But, she says, she has some new rules.
“It would be for one or two people that really wanted to have a good time, and dream, and collaborate, and do the art, and do the fun, and the magic. Andnotthe nonsense. Not the politics. Not the pettiness. Um, because I can’t do that. I have too many other jobs.” She exhales at the thought. “I feel this overwhelming desire, this weird responsibility, to place the most beautiful things created in the world on really talented people.”
For Zoe, the state of the red carpet today is “safe.” I ask her if that’s really a compliment. “Listen, I think as a result of all of the Fashion Policing, peopledoplay it safe now.” Like a lot of red carpet fashion fans, Zoe admits to missing what she calls “risk takers” on the red carpet. (She refuses to think in binary “good or bad” terms. She won’t even talk about the really good-bad fashion.)
She does seem to yearn for the good-ol' days, before most people even knew celebritieshadstylists. Before we all know too much, really. “Today, as soon as a celebrity hits the red carpet, whether it’s Julia Roberts or Reese Witherspoon, literally the biggest stars in the world, within 30 seconds of them being dressed, the hair, makeup, nails and stylist, plus the talent themselves have all posted on social media what they’re wearing, what the look is, who styled it, who did the hair, who did the makeup, who did the nails, and then the Glam Squad has their own content that they post. That is the way that it works now. Back then, I wasn’t even talking about who I was working with. Like, I couldn’t even mention the name of my client without approval from their publicist.”
“When I started, it wasn’t about a million opinions and actors having contracts with fashion houses. The days of seeing 50 different designers on a carpet are over. Now you see 10. I think people got really scared to be themselves.” And that’s the thing about Rachel Zoe today: she seems to have no fear whatsoever.
On Oscar night, Zoe and her husband will be where they always are, atGuy Oseary’s annual party.“I never not go.” Like a lot of us, she will be eagerly watching the red carpet fashion. Zoe notes a few stylists whose work she admires these days, includingSamantha McMillen(whose clients include Brie Larson) and the team ofRob and Mariel, who work with Jennifer Lopez and Gwen Stefani. Yes, Zoe will be in a “hero dress.”
But, are you dressing anyone for the Oscars? I ask. Are you back?
“Am I back…” she says quietly. “Icanbe back, for the right reasons.”
source: people.com
